To most of you, I guess you've already known that I took a leap.
I took the risk of telling her what had happened and vowed to fix things.
I did it not because I have to (peer pressure, conscience, huli na), I did it because I chose to. I did because it was the right thing to do, and I know that I am responsible for my actions.
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These were some reactions to what I did (names were altered):
Destroyer: ULOL! Di nga?!
Summa: Good Luck. Pasensya na pero kailangan ko lang sabihin: gago ka!
The Team: Mali yan, mon. dapat di mo na inamin. inayos mo na lang ng di niya alam.
Boy Nikon: Tama yan.
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Now, I am serving my sentence. Sleepness nights, palpitations, paranoia, and, yes, envy ( or is it jealousy. words.) I was able to do what I have promised, but then again it does not secure me of forgiveness, moreso, love.
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We built our dreams together. These dreams I now try to attain. But without her, what is the use of living one's dream, when that dream was build around her, with her?
I wanted to achieve our dreams with her. I also want her with me, if ever we fail to actualize these dreams.
Loved and locked?
Right now, I cant say. But I do hope, at the end, it would still be us.
As most of you told me, trust her on this one. That I've done ever since, but i guess paranoia sometimes gets the best of me. I ask that you help me on this one.
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To feel you again in a tight embrace, was overwhelming. I was trying to stop my tears from falling. I missed you, sobra.
I love you Lis, now and forever, and each day in between.
14 comments:
this is a private post, intended only for the chosen few. (READ: Voltz)
But if you choose to share it with her, tell her that i love her.
=)
^--- i was expecting a better reaction, then i remembered yung sinabi mo sa akin sa text.hahaha :-P
added some things :)
*bump*
imon, hindi ko alam ang irereact ko talaga. but i'm happy na natauhan ka na. (i cant think of a better word for natauhan.) pero ganun na nga siguro yung nangyari.
it was a brave thing for you to do. admit your faults. pero tama naman yun.
yun nga lang. ikaw na din nagsabi, you are now serving your sentence. :)
just you wait. :)
kayo talagang mga philo boys. haha. :)
^--- nabigla ako dahil andun ka nung araw na yun. hahaha. thanks :)
mabuhay si wojtyla. :)
pagbutihin ang mabuting hangarin. mabuhey!
mabuti ang hangarin.... pero ano ang naidulot nito?
mapapalaya nga ba tayo ng katotohanan?
may dala bang pag asa ito?
SANA.
mahal ko siya.
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PS: itatanong ko sana kay Timbreza kung ang isang bagay na mabuti (Truth) ay pedeng maging dahilan ng isang bagay na masama (alienation)? kasi parang malabong manggaling ang isang masamang bagay mula sa isang mabuting bagay.
mabuting itanong mo yan... in practice, tila ata kasi posible na ang isang mabuting bagay ay maaaring pagmulan ng masamang bagay....
sasaktan kita, courtesy of the song by urbandub..=p wla ko makitang sound clip at di ako marunong magreply ng sound eh... so yan na lang... hehe... download mo na lang kung gusto mo...
The Fight is Over - Urbandub
When the fighting is over
Coz our mouths have just run dry
As our feelings get colder
There’s nothing to hold us now
Gave all this time just to be let down
Can you explain to me?
What has become of us?
With words released
We can never take them back
Not even pleading can save us
I know you’ll meet someone better
But would still think of me
If he can’t hold you like I did
Would you run back to me?
I know this pain shall pass
Gave all this time still we couldn’t last
Explain to me
What has become of us?
With words released
We can never take them back
For all that were worth now
Not even pleading can save us
How did we end this way?
Our promises thrown away
All the years we built, broken up
See it crashing down
I have to say
Though alone in this crazy sea of faces
It’s still your face I wanna know
Explain to me
What has become of us?
With words released
We can never take them back
For all that were worth now
Not even pleading can save us
Can’t save us now
The fighting is over
The fighting is over
The fighting is over
The fighting is over now
sinabi ko ba un sinabi ko? kelan un?
The fighting is over now, sana.
Let the love between us begin :)
sa text mo "sinabi"
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