BLOGGER TEMPLATES AND TWITTER BACKGROUNDS »

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Tonight We Dine in...

Sorrow.

-----


Tonight I Can Write [Pablo Neruda]
 
  Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example, 'The night is starry
and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is starry and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. As she was before my kisses.
Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

------

Emo mode na naman.

-----

It's the first day of the month. And unlike any other July's before, this year's July is special (or something like that).

  • 1st full month at work
  • 1st pay check
  • 1st UST game that I'll watch live after graduation (isipin mo na lang na tiger)
  • 1st July in Katipunan(!!!)
  • Release ng 10th edition
  • and if the rainy days decide to come early, I have to reroute going to work
  • Lalabas ba rin pala yung 7th book sa Harry Potter series (wooot~)
  • 2nd anniversary ng guild namin na Civitas Dei
  • birthday ng mom ko!
  • and hopefully, mapalitan ko na phone ko! hahaha

Sana maging swerte sa akin ang July na ito! Amf. 07/07/07 nga pala ngayon... hahaha.Sarap! Casino na!

------

Free will.

Whoever invented it is either a genius or a damn fool.

0 comments: